Tokyo Mew Mew No Hope Left 16

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KISSHU WAS DEAD.  PAI HAD KILLED HIM.  
"YOU KILLED KISSHU!!"  I screamed.  "YOU BASTARD!"
But Pai had gone...
I fell down on my knees and cried.  Kisshu was there and he was dead.  I was wearing a pure black and white gothic lolita dress.  It was stained with his alien blood.  Why did he have 2 die?  It was werd.  I had hated Kisshu earlier, but he had grown on m.  He was somehow beautiful even in death.  
(Bleh im getting tired sorry bout that)
His eyes, amber, like honey flowing from a ladle, were closed, as if sleeping.  His delicate fingers, white as snow, curled slightly, relaxed, almost, but not quite, alive.  His hair was strewn over the concrete, catching slightly on the rough surface.  His lips curled almost into a smile, innocent, childlike, even.
I touched his hand slightly.  Cooling in the early-spring air.
I couldn't really get down right now, could I?  I fidgeted with lace on the edge of my sleeve.  Cluny, contrasting rather nicely with the thick cotton.  Bell sleeves, not exaggerated, or tacky.  My pannier was well hidden, and my skirt fell just below the knees.  The high neck itched slightly.  I straightened my bow.  It was odd.  I'd wondered if, upon seeing something like this, silly and superficial things wouldn't matter anymore.  I sighed.  
"I must be getting shallow," I whispered to myself.  "Spending too much time thinking about clothes, I'm turning into a regular priss."
I closed my eyes for a second.  I wondered if this calmness was some method of coping or if I was as sick as people had told me.
I should be getting back to work.  I needed to tell Ryou about this.  Was it good?  One of the enemy was dead, after all.  But, it definitely didn't feel good.
I noticed the elevator.  It went up to the roof, of course, most of them did.  I stepped into it and pressed the button for "Ground Floor."  And, down I went.
Ignoring the odd looks from startled businessmen, I left the building with what were certainly far too many thoughts on my mind.
I entered the café, and walked straight up the stairs to Ryou's loft.  He had to know about this right away.
(bleeeeh thats all I can right 2nite)